Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her ♥husband[s]
and ♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]

Yancik ft. Nizam - dimana katamu yang dulu
Hooootttt ! I love Yancik's hair ! (Yancik : the original composer of this song & the one playing the guitar ; Nizam : the one singing)
Aisha muke stoinkkk !!
Aisha drawing me =.=
Yesterday , Me & Aisha lepak2 at my class since both of us no work to do & me , escaped CCA , Aisha , nothing to do for CCA ... While lepaking .. I actually wrote things at this paper .. Then i thought wanna scan then put at blog .. But my bloody scanner spoil . Pala pluto btol ~ I wrote alot of things siol . Got 2 sections .. 1st one , is when im at physics class , & i wrote that .. I only remember .. i wrote .. 'I got 9/15 for my physics test .. wow , satisfied .. nvr get this kinda marks b4' then the 2nd one is when im lepak-ing with Aisha at my class .. & i only remember .. 'Affey msging me .. He wrote me a song & its like this : Go Iqah you so fine , you so fine you blow my mind . Go Iqah !' xDD & .. '4.48p.m : Aisha dah bobok !' loooooool . Fuck lah tu scanner . Spoil everything ehh . Uh haizzzzzzzzzzzz . Bored . I remember i got alot of thigns to tell . But dunno why .. now i blank .. Lols . Uh , gyeah , in the paper got 'heartbraker' & '_ _ _ _ you sucks' all that .. It was something that happen .. & i dun wanna tell ppl again cos i noe that later the freaking feeling of angry and a lil sad will overcome me ... Whatever , a message to the dude over there .. I've waited like a stupid kid for you .. End up you say , you treat me like your sister ? Go and die ass hole . Now , i don't even want to be you sister or whatever . What my mom said bout you were all true . YOU'RE A BIG TIME ASSHOLE , JERK , SWEETTALKERMOTHERFUCKER ! ;) I can live without you boy . Seriously . & i deserve someone else better then you . && I got one already :P Get a life freak , grow up .. Sweet talks & lying wont help girls fall in love with you . You're still 15 ~ Remember that .. You sweet talk & lyings does not go around with your '15 image' .. I regretted knowing you . Uh , gaaaaaaaah . Yay . I've vent my anger . Hahahahah . Now , my wishlist , is YOU just to die . YOU stop breaking ppl hearts especially me . & YOU to get a life , grow up be mature . Your 'merajok2' seriously makes me hate you more . Pandai bbual . Step bbual mcm dah 19 , 20 gitu .. Part merajok tu boy , dah over eh . Nak step bsar tk menjadi -.- There you go . To you noe who .. Dunno , ask me . Lol . Oh gyeah , last night fought with Khai . He irritates me , so i rejected all his 22 calls . Muahahahah . Easy as to say .. Yesterday i suey ... Cos i woke up late .. Came late to school .. Dad , bro & mum .. as usual .. throwing tantrums at me AGAIN . Wow . 'this is life' .. Gyeah , this IS life . Getting hard labours each day .. Got scolded for no reason =.= .. Uh haiz .. Tkper Shaf tkper . You got Allah . ;D & your bffs & AFFEY ! Ahahahaha . Enjoy reading ppl . Chiaoz ~
WOOOOWWWWIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! Sorry sorry sorry for not updating for a looooooooong time . I wanted to update , but evrytime i go in blogger , i got other important things to do .. Sooo , sorry ah ! :D Heeee . Alot of things happened recently . I really really really wanna tell you everything , but time's flying fast , so can't . Its 11.16 now , and i have to sleep at 11.15 actually . Lol , still have time to unrot my blog gyeah . Ermmmmmmmmmmmmm . What ah ? Ohya , i got ALOOOOOOOT of pics to update . About me & ika cam whoring at class ... Mikail's birthday .. Class 3/2 .. Then funny story , us , the mlys , etc, Me & Gfs , Syafiq , Putri , Fird and all dat made funny names for ourself .. Next post , when im free , i tell you what our names are ohkay ?
Love you ppl . Byebye . Muah Muah . Taking care :D
Bad&Good news . Mostly Bad uh . Lol . But nevermind , Shaffy staying strong . I guess . Abang just came back from Cambodia last Saturday . He bought me a truckcap and shades . Thank you Abang very much . Fucking nice I swear . Then he tell us about Cambodia . How was it . How was the food and all that .. Then about the orphanage there . & on that , it kinda touched my heart .. & I feel like i wanna go there . Seriously . He said theres this cute little boy .. Wanted to hold him in his hand while walking .. But my bro was like busy talking to other kids , so he didn't realise uh . Suddenly that boy just went walking with a sad face .. Then my brother saw , call him and hold his hand . & he was all happy and stuffs . Another cute lil girl , call Kak Wawa and just hugged her . & When Kak Wawa carry her to take pic , she kissed Kak Wawa . Awwwwwwww , sweet right ?! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . Then bro tell me at the orphanage , theres this guy , same age as my bro , 19 , came to him and talk .. My bro said his hot , but i cannot really believe my brother bcos he's hot & my hot are waaaaaaaay diff . Seriously . Lol . Then the 19-year-old guy told my bro that he wanted to go Uni , but he got no money . My reaction when bro told me was seriously like , WTF ?! Kesian siol . I feel like going Cam & give him money to go Uni & adopt all those lil kids .. They're fucking cute .. If i got time , i upload the pics okay ? The saddest thing is , I can see a change in my dad's & mom's prangai . Seriously . Its obviously they choose my bro more then me . But then , Shaf dont that care ah . By 'dont that care' as in , i dont give a fuck they love my bro more or whatever . but still , the feeling is there , im a human too right ? Uh haiz , then i recently fought with someone special that i love .. But its all my fault , cos i find fault with him xDD Lol . Rabak pei Shaf . But we are okay after that . He kept calling me 'baby' just because i told him my parents did . Then by realeasing my stress bout all the thinking i have to deal with , my family & i went to Mustafa . & Yes , you guessed it right , my mom's cousins' place . And by cousin , i mean , banglas . Sarcastically ah . xDD Then otw there , in the car , guess what ?! ALFI CALLED ME ! Weeehooo . Not saying im happy , im just glad he still contacting me .. Weeehooo ! Lol . Can see a drastic change of mood in me . Mom was like , 'Eleh , mentang2 Alfi call dier , happy ah tu !' xD Cb eh my mom . We talked bout things .. Yeah things .. You dont need to know .. LOL ! I just shopped happily there .. Making jokes & disturbing my bro as per normal . Seriously , everybody's looking at us . Hahaa . After that when i got home , I fought with Khairul . Because i was all moody then he made me more angrier by putting down the phone when im talking . Its just basic respect ah , when a girl is talking , listen . Then he msg me , IN CAPS , saying why im like this all that , why i dun wanna talk to him all this . What fuck ?! Then he say he's stress being with me . I fed up , I just say , 'in that case , do you wanna stop contacting me?' Then he call , then he said sorry & stuffs . & since then he kept smsing me to like comfort me and ask if im okay or not . Seriously , HE'VE CHANGED . My smses are now more to his name then Affey's . Its like , Affey's sms and his sms are competing each other . Lol . Don't get it wrong , still , me & Khai , JUST FRIENDS . Now , im at Comp Lab 4 of ChuaChuKangSecSchool with Ika , Dayang , Insy , Putri & Khalisah . Kay , dat was sooo formal . Lol . Seriously , no work to do , feel like updating blog , so , here you are ! Hahaa . Taking care people . I wanna update again . Pics about me & ika just now Art cos bloody teacher never come . Haha . The pics were funny , believe me . We just suddenly thought of taking funny faces pics . Uh yeah , i forget , i gtg . xDD Byebye people , taking care . Love you , muahsmuahs (to those who I know only) LOL ! :DD
i want him back in my life , but i know it will be the biggest mistake , i guess ..
i need to move on ? i need to accept the fact that i need to love someone else ?
Comeon ppl , give me something , anything ?! Lol .
Love can't be forced .
Knowing someone you love attached already hurts ..
And by that , its not 'him' ..
Its someone else who i still have feelings for .
But he's a pure matrep ?
So why should i still have feelings for him ?
Uh , grr , SHAF ! Stoppit . Control your emotions ..
Don't love alot of ppl .
& dont love alot of ppl , it means , GUYS espeacially .
Stop & think bout something else more important Shaf !
There's more years ahead ..
There's enough time for a new , fresh one isn't there ? :DD
Kiwak , yang tepi2 tak lawah kan kan kan ?! Hahaa .Tkper , i looooove the background . Just came back from school . As per normal , Me & Dayang & the usual minahs escaped from cca .. Chi Bai siah ccks . Nak escape cca siket pei susah . Nak kene ader tu form lah , ni form . Cam bodoh gitu ah .. Bagi kiter kluar jer kan senang . Nak susahkan idop kiter kenaperkan BodohBodohBodoh . End up , kiter dapat jugak keluar . Serious shit , i hate my school . =.= Then tu RGN , Shaf pei dad dah sound dier , change the time or something ahh . Why must scold me back ?Bodoh kan ?! Ccks makin rabak per ? Strict tak menjadi . Pffffft .. Alot of things happened to me actually , but too much in soo little time .. Need to siap , Baba wanna bring me go out makan . InsyaAllah , i come back , i update ahkay ? Hahaa . Love you people .
i cant accept the fact i still love you . uh gaaaaaaah .