Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her ♥husband[s]
and ♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]
it's clear for everyone to see.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ( 10:54 PM )
Darn , i love em <3
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
( 10:25 PM )
Well , obviously i've changed my blogskin . Lawahkan lawahkan lawahkan ?! To me it is uh , if to you its not , then ... you're blind my man .. Hahahhas . Im vs-ing Affey to see who's blog nicer . Hahaha . But i think his one still nice ahh . Simple but nice . Waliao . Mine like the modern-artistic-kinda-looking type .. but then , still nice kannn ?!? Affey >;p Hahaaa . At school today , almost most of the time , IM EMOOOO . Yes , emo shiatzxz . hahas . then got home , cried like hell .. because of 'something' that only Dayang know . & called Dayang to release out all my stress . Thanks Dayang , you've really helped me alot . I appreciate that babe . Thanks once again oh so much :D Then on comp , as usual and receive call frm mum . Answered & mom complaining about soulmate(abang) & his gf . Seriously ah bang , if you wanna have gf pon , pls atleast think about us ah . Mum who gave you money when she dont have so that you can go out with your gf .. Understand ah bro . There's limits . & you told mum that the bloody photoshoot you went with your gf is free , but then must pay $50 . Wth ? & you went just bcos of your gf ? Walao wei . Wasting money siah . And your bloody wawa is seriously taking advantange of you . Soulmate , i know you love her , but that's not a reason why you can lead a happy life as if you're rich and that mom and dad are suppose to pay for whatever cause you both went to . Tink bro think . You're working and wasting your work money for her . Yes I know she's your gf . But you have a life too kan dude ? So you're telling me you're living just bcos of Kak wawa ? Man , is this world not round enough for you ? Damn soulmate , i dunno why i hate you so much now . Stop hurting mom . IF CAN , PLEASE , atleast put mom first before your bloody gf . Its just freaking better if you just break her off . -.- & back to my happy stories ! lol . Yesterday met Fyq , went this block dunno where , then lepak . & i swear its like im fxcking talkative . He's soooo quiet that i can only hear myself talking .. Lols , when i ask him why , he say , i say him irritating , thats why he dunwanna talk . -.- LOL . Tmrw meeting Affey after cca . Damn , gonna be tired . Hope Ika/Dayang will follow . Either one . Hahaha . Please please please korang . Favour ah favour can ? xDD & now is 10.32 at my comp clock . Another .. ermmm .. 1 hour and 28 more mins , its gonna be , Aprils Fool &&& , PAPA'S BIRTHDAY !!! So in advance , HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA ! HOPE YOU'LL LIKE MY PRESENT ! & Happy Aprils Fool assholes . I know there'll be diff kind of tricks on me tmrw . For sure one ! hahahah . Naz Kaze ku kena masok hospital . Awwwwwwwwwwww , haiz ! Baby , take care with your broken hand ! Lols . Bye , xoxo people .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Friday, March 27, 2009 ( 9:33 PM )
convo me & Hirzi . How bloodyfool he is .. xDD
тєикιιαмє says:
woi
asal tadi tak pegi sch ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Sakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
Asal ? Bnyk mencari eh ?
тєикιιαмє says:
betul ke ni ? xD
lol!
tapi tadi ade a few tak dtg
kau, lisah, and some other dude aku tk ingat
dylan tk dtg skolah tapi dtg cca O_O*
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Dylan kan big head
ahahahah
тєикιιαмє says:
lawlz
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
ader hw ?
kau diam lah dgn kau pei 'lol'
xDD
тєикιιαмє says:
lololol
lolololol
erm
hw
ade
agaknyer
idk ^^
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
wth
then why did you go skool for ?!
тєикιιαмє says:
haha
boring oi tadi
tak tau kenape tapi boring gile
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Hahah
asal ?
Class diam ?
тєикιιαмє says:
tak ar
mcm biase je
tapi p.e. kene lari 2.4 lol
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
tao
Hahahah
aku tngah sakit
imagine aku dtg
kene lari 2.4
wth
тєикιιαмє says:
mwuahah\
kau sakit ape seys ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
hahahaha
HIRZI !
тєикιιαмє says:
loL ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
AKU DOK BLAKANG KAU PON KAU TK TAO !
Rabak per kau
тєикιιαмє says:
sak ar
aku kat rumah sorg kau tau tak ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
what has it got to do with me being sick
hahahaha
тєикιιαмє says:
grr
Ahahahaha , lame arse seyh Hirzi . Just now went to Hougang Mall to eat .. After eating , dunno why , my body aching like hell . So i ask mom if can go home straight , if not , wanna jalan2 at there . But dunno why ah . Walao , this flu is like , damn .. My body cant stop aching ! Im like a dead body walking .. Lol ! Then yesterday right .. 2 minahs made me laugh .. i was walking to a coffeeshop , near my 2nd house .. then kan ... this 2 minahs walking pass me .. one of them said .. 'maner fair seyh like that!' Wth ? xDD Eng , fuuyyoooh . Dalah suare mcm tu .. Then after eating .. Otw back .. Mom buying bread .. I bump into them again ... & i swear they're staring at me . i give them the 'wth look' Seriously , wth ? They wanna stare me ? Walao . Dalah pendek mcm Hidayu . Im not criticising Hidayu . Seriously , both of them , SHORTIESSS ! -.- Then wanna stare2 . Get a life lah freaks . Then can stare2 me . Grow tall . Minum susu bnyk2 , baru stare2 . >;l Tired , wanna sleep . Night . Tc ppl . Love ya . Muahmuah .
Labels: Ahtoyy imy
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Monday, March 23, 2009 ( 10:12 PM )
It seems like I love you more then you love me .
wtfwtfwtfwtf .
lovesuckslovesuckslovesuckslovesuckslovesucks ! ;[
tell me its not fair ..
you've changed .. ;[
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Friday, March 20, 2009 ( 8:30 PM )
Abang&Me <3
Message for Dopes out there .
If you can't read , well i suggest , go for a reading course ..
As what Dayang said is true , i said :
Have the guts to tag , have the guts to put your name bitch.
Maybe you're not a bitch . But a son of a bitch .
Kay whatever . Read dok read . Open your eyes wide2 .. I don't mind what you wanna say .. Either its good or bad .. Just put your name lah .. Won't hurt mahh . -.-
Well , im having neither a good nor a bad day .. Kay , what am i kidding .. Lols . Im having my worst days ever ... Every night i can't sleep .. & almost evry night , i cried in my sleep ! Lols . & i need to off .. Wth . My bloody mom ask to off . Bye !
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Monday, March 9, 2009 ( 8:43 PM )
Photo Of The Day
Stop being fucking biased .Stop choosing who you love more .
Stop scolding me for who i am .
Stop asking me to stop being me , cos this is fucking me .
& not even you can change who's me .
Live with it . Hate it , fuck it .
You acted all sooo good to me .
Asking me to stop being rude to my bloody brother ..
& all i say was , 'Gyeah , everything bout him is bloody darn right .'
& you had to blew it all up .
What's bloody perfect with him ?
What's your bloody problem that it was all about him not me ?
I'm a part of you too .
Stop making him the bloody reason why you hate me .
Stop making me the bloody reason why you love him .
Everything is perfect on him .
But not me .
& for you bloody info .
Im trying my best to change to a whole fucking new me .
A whole new look & a whole new 'Shafiqah' ..
But you just don't bloody understand .
You won't even give me a chance being me , so why would you understand ?
Maybe you're ashamed for having me as your daughter .
With terrible looks&attitude problem ..
I know everybody was all like , 'Shafiqah this ..' 'Shafiqah that ..'
So what's making them bloody perfect ?
I know i'm fat but what makes you a size ZERO ?
I know i'm ugly but what makes you all better then me ?
But i know in every fucking person , there MUST be something beautiful in them .
Regardless nose , eyes , body , size , hands , foot , atttitude or whatever ..
Neither words nor actions can say .
NOBODY is PERFECT ..
Mark my words .. Nobody ..
If you're saying Allah , then i have to agree .
Then what makes you greater than him ?
What makes you more perfect than him ?
I know im UNPERFECT , but i know i can improve .
I know im UNINTELLIGENT , but i know i can study .
I know i don't have a happy&perfect family , but i know , i'm still living ..
I know nobody loves me but im sure Allah do .
Every single fucking problem i have , i intend to run away ..
But tell me whats the use ..
You'll be only wasting your pocket money to survive and buy food for yourself outside ..
You need to bring your school uni or just drop out of school ..
You need to find a place for you to stay which for me , my case , I'll have no one to tompang to , cos some of my friends/cuzzies can't like keep their mouth shut .
& now , all i do is just bloody care bout that fucking someone when he/she didnt even care bout me ..
All my love lifes came & go as and when they want to ..
People treating me like a piece of crap , tossing me around like nobody's business .
Scolding me whenever he/she wants regardless of how i feel ..
Throwing tantrums at me like there are no other people in this bloody world to throw tantrums to ..
Uh haiz .. Put a stop to it ah people please . Im sick & tired of living this fucking life . Life is hard , gyeah i noe , that's what evrybody say .. Im all oh-so-lucky cos im eating food , drinking water , going to school unlike those kids in Africa .. Just imagine , if i'm one of the Afric people , & i had to deal with all of this problems . I would die already i tell you . You will see me in the papers tmrw . Im not asking for more god , seriously . I rather live the lifes of the African people who are poor but happy with their families&friends .. Not having families&friends which instead of making you lead a happy life , but making your life more worse .. Fuck this fucking life of mine . People , treasure your life . Im treasuring , but im getting the bad impacts too . Whatever it is , i just wanna live my life happily .. I never been a hater , its just that i love them in a crazy way ..
Read , see , appreciate . Keep your bad comments to yourself if you can . Coz you dunno whats life being me ..
& to that dude over there ... Im being CARING , im concerning bout you .. Dont complain to me that i dont give a darn bout your life .. Stop smoking & drinking .. Your bloody face is seriously pathetic with than drunken face . Go for a checkup or something .. I dunwan my bestfriend to lead a life like an asshole . & Ahtoyy dear , i know you don't want to talk to me because i didnt meet you today afternoon , but im really really tired i swear . & i'm sorry ;[
Abdul Wafiy ; imysm .
Labels: this bloody idiotic fucking life of mine
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Sunday, March 8, 2009 ( 2:48 PM )
Khai & Ayie :D
Cute but ...
Emo tak menjadi .
Ahahha .
Khai mate sepet ! Woooohhhoo ~
xDD
Ayie show off cincin kapaa bro .
Not 1 but 2 ! dont playplay .. xDD
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Thursday, March 5, 2009 ( 5:16 PM )
Fyq's 'fake' tattoo
Putri&Me :D
Firdaus gila .. Kene rodok passtu giler . xDD
Fyq maen psp biler Chem ..
Firdaus&Hirzi tido biler Chem .
Hidayu&Susila tido biler Chem ..
As you can obviously see ... All this photo shows that .. Classes are getting boringgg !! Ahahaha .. Especially Chem siot . Tu paling bo tahan . But best ah .. Can , sleep , eat , play hp .. xDD The nerd teacher wont noe .. But suey , cos she will always call my name tu answer questions .. -.- Ahahaha . Well , sorry for not updating .. Uh wanna noe what happen yesterday ? I was hyper ah when i got home cos i met AlfaHanifi (my ex&bestfriend now) .. Then when i just got home .. Someone called me .. & its a private number .. I dunno who , so i go answer .. If i noe its that bitch , i wont answer .. Its the bitch who 'faked' wanna see me bcos she me , but end up , she slapped me cos she say i took her bf -.- Bodoh ehs , gadoh psl konek .. Tu Farhan , i dont even like , have the thinking that i will like him lorh .. tak terlintas pon dlm pikiran .. I seriously treat him like my bro lorh .. Ohya , she called me ... & the convo was like this (i did not remember all anyway .. Lol ) :
Shaf : Ah hello .
InaKatek : Hello .
Shaf : Ni saper ?
InaKatek : Aku ah ..
Shaf : Saper ah ?
InaKatek : Aku ah , saper lagi ..
Shaf : Kat dunie ni ader baper bnyk orang boleh call aku ? Eh btol2 lah , tk klakar .
InaKatek : Ina lah ina .
Shaf : Oh , per kau nak ?
InaKatek : Kau nak tao aper ?
Shaf : Ah , aper ?
InaKatek : Matair aku suker kao siol ..
Shaf : Ah , Farhan ?
InaKatek : Farhan ah , saper lagi ..
Shaf : Oh , maner tao scandal kau yg lain . Kau kan playgirl ..
InaKatek : Haha , klakar sngt lah tuu ..
Shaf : Aku tk ckp klakar .. Per sajer jer .. Abey asal ?
InaKatek : Abey asal ? Kau klakar per ?
Shaf : Kalau aku klakar , aku dah ketawe dari tadi .. Abeyh asal ? Dier suker aku dier nyer pasal ah .. Cmner kau tao ni ?
InaKatek : Ader orang pao aku ah ..
Shaf : Saper ? Aper pao2 . Bbual biar terang2 dok , aku bukan samer species minahrep mcm kau ..
InaKatek : Eh , aku pei psl ah joy nk bbual mcm maner .. Dino pao aku ..
Shaf : Aper joy2 ? Matair aku pei adek sdare ckp , joy tu happiness .. Kau panggil aku happiness buat aper ? -.- Mmg kau pei psl ah . Aku tkm ckp aku pei psl .. Its just that aku tk phm aper kau bbual , ada paham ? Minahtalkings , dont do well on me .. -.- Dino ckp aper ? Mcm2 ah korang . Tu pasal aku suroh gi skolah . Escape2 , lepak2 , tngok kang , new rumor kluar .. Baek per ..
InaKatek : That time , tngah lepak .....
Shaf : Lepak ? Biler ? Tak ajak siol ..
InaKatek : Kasih aku citer dulu boleh tak .. Kiter dah ajak kau lah .. Kau kan ader cca . Giler .. That time lepak , kiter maen truth or dare .. Pa'an tkder .. Cumer aku , dino , ahpik , wawan , dinah dgn kak bie ah .. Beh biler Dino nyer turn .. Aku yg tnyer question ah .. Aku curious psl matair aku asik msg kau .. So aku tnyer .. Kalau Pa'an suker kau ke tak .. Psl Dino dgn Pa'an bloodbrothers kan .. Beh Dino bilang aku the truth ah , Pa'an suker kau ..
Shaf : Abey asal ? Kau nak percaye Dino ? Kau dah tnyer Farhan lom ? Tkmo asal boleh sut ah , aku tk suker ah ..
InaKatek : Dah .. dah lepak , aku ambek dier dari skolah .. Aku tnyer dier ah .. Aku suroh dier bbual truth ah .. Dier ckp , dier suker kau .. Aku tnyer kenape .. Aku btol2 lost ah . Aku tnyer asal dier tk bilang aku ni sumer ..
Shaf : Abeh ? Dier ckp aper ..
InaKatek : Dier tk bilang aku psl dier baru knal kau .. So , kau dtg dlm hidop dier after aku dgn dier tngah matair .. Aku seriously tk happy ah sundal . Kau asal skrg nk curik2 matair orang ?
Shaf : Oh , so dngar2 , dier suker aku , aku pei pasal ah nie ? Kau pikir aku pakai susuk per ? Suroh orang suker aku sembarangan .. Aku tak suker dier lah . Sumpah , aku treat dier as bro aku .. Tak lebih .. Dier dah suker aku tu , dier peh pasal ah . Beh dier nk buat aper ? Mintak aku stead ? Ader 2 matair .. Beh skrg kau sound aku nk aper ? Bantai aku ? Rodok aku ? Smpai sundal2 sumer trkluar . Freeloader per nak panggil aku sundal2 ni sumer .. cermin diri kau ahh . Aku suey kwn dgn kau ah . Kau nk gadoh dgn aku psl konek ? seriously per ? Carik idop ah Katek .. Get a life , seriously . Jgn memalukan bt8 ..
InaKatek : Pasal kau , dier tknk bbual dgn aku , Dier dah sah suey aku dpt tao . Dier gadoh dgn Dino psl Dino pao aku .. Beh skrg hidop aku dgn dier bertaburan ah . Ni sumer pasal kau ah . Skrg kau nak buat aper ? Kau dah musnahkan bgr aku .. Beh kau nak buat bodoh diam gitu ah ? Carik idop ? Kau ah carik idop . Stop ambek2 matair orang .. Dalah dulu psl kau dgn Dino .. Skrg kau nak mataer aku plak ? Gian sngt per kau ? Gian sngt nak main tu puki ?
Shaf : Eh , pala puto .. Aper gian puki sumer trkluar .. Kau pikir aku tkder kerje lain per nak gatal2 dgn jantan lain ? Aku dah ader lah . Sumpah aku tknk matair kau . Dier pon bukannyer handsome yg aku nak dier . Yg psl Dino tu , tu pon Hucen yg buat2 . Bukannyer btol . Kau skrg tngah zaman aper ? Ketinggilan zaman per kau ? Paling kuat kalau aku nak suker suker ni sumer pon dgn Wawan ah . Dino , Pa'an sumer aku tk eran . Dorang kuat2 , bro aku .. Beh matair kau dah suker aku , kau mrh dier ah . Mrh aku buat per . Kau nak aku buat aper ? Bunoh diri aku so that dier tk suker aku ? Pikir ah Ina pikir . Da ah , mls aku nak gadoh dgn kau psl konek ah . Tkder life siol . Aku tao kau mmg tkder .. Aku tknk terinfluence kau & jadi mcm kau , seorang minah okay .. Aku tak pasal ah , kau happy ke tak psl ni sumer .. Aku sikit tk eran .. Aku tk maki2 kau , kau panggl aku sundal , puki miang ni sumer .. Pala jubo ah . Seriously tk puas hati , suroh Farhan call aku . Beh aku , kau , dier conference . Budak sec 2 nak carik psl dgn budak sec 3 ? baek ah kau .. Kay bye .
-end call -
lol . After that .. I swear its fucking hard to contact her .. Her hp line potong .. I dunno whats her house phone no. as it's private when she called me .. & even she didnt contact me .. Farhan did .. I asked Farhan bout all this . & he say its true .. Then i say i cant like him the way he likes me .. Cos i love Affey .. & he noes that .. But still , until now , Farhan contact me .. His matair dunno go where . i think she's preparing a compo on what to say when we're conferencing .. Lols . Till now , no news .. But i did see her at streetsoccer uh .. She's with other guy .. I dun noe if she's still with Farhan onot .. Kay ah , wtf ah eh . Suker hati mak bpk dorang ah .. Mls ah nak layan .. Lol . Bye , taking care ppl , muahsmuahs .
P.s : Affey going camp ... Gonna miss him ;[
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Monday, March 2, 2009 ( 9:05 PM )
Wow . Just fought with my mom . Uh haiz . Evryday , not yet a single break frm her naggings . Either this ears that listen to her naggings or this eyes which keep crying when she shouted at me or whis mouth which keeps talking back to her that made her more angry to run away .. Then im gonna be either earless/eyesless/mouthless . Lol . That sounds sooo funny . Kkay . Whatever it is . Just gonna let you people know .. As long as my mom cant stop nagging evrytime when i got home , i'll be very very very emo . Emo sucks , i know . But it seems that i solve my problems by crying . So bear with my 'emoness' . You may say i suck , not strong or whatever . Well , im just brought up my a family which i cant talk my problems to sometimes , cos they're the problem ... & i had to cry evrytime i had a prob , that made me use to crying . Lol . Kay well , i've explained evrything . To the spammer or whatever it is ... Im shocks .. Cos i DO have a enemy .. So far , i didnt make anyone hate me b4 .. Unless i got kacau your matair .. Or you're jealous with me or whatever .. I dunno . But the bloody thing is .. Get a bloody fucking job , then spamming ppl's blog . Im fine with it actually . Cos i can entertain nuinsance like you .. I can deal with you any way i can .. 'MINAH TALKING : Warning ah ehs . Ku tak eran uh lu ehsai ke tak . Carik kerje ah joy baru dtg sini kacau aku pei blog . Maceh.. ' xDDD Kay shuddup Minah Shaf . Wowwwwwww . Thats so not meeeeeeee ! Astaughfirullah . Taubat Shaf taubat ... Ahahaha . Well , Mom I just wanna let you know . Whatever it is , how bad you ill-treated me .. I never have hated you . Even if i did . That was because , i said it when im angry .. Ppl say , when you're angry , you tend to talk things that you don't want to . Well ... I just dun understand why i must like .. carry all the burden with me ... When you're angry ... Moody ... Or whatever .. you MUST vent it on me .. I dun mind .. As a daughter , i really dont mind . I really understand .. But i just tend to not agree why must it be me , instead of other ppl . Sometimes , you scold me infrnt of ppl .. Which makes me sooo bloody ashame .. Cos , i have feelings too . How would you feel if Grandma scold you infrnt of ppl ? Uh haiz . I seriously hope this 'after-school-naggings' thing will stop .. I feel like running away . But i got no where to go .. & i still wanna school . & i love my friends .. So , whats the point . Im SERIOUSLY faking evry smiles . Not asking for any sympathy .. Im trying sooooooooooooo hard to be happy . Thanks Allah for this dugaan . Thanks for testing me . Im seriously tying to be patient with evrything that happens to me . What goes around comes around .. Sabar Shaf sabar .... Kay nowwwwwwwwwwwww . Just now after school , thought of meeting DeeDee & Fatin (the paitaw queens xDD )& all that .. But then , end up , i meet Ashreeq ONLY . Get to meet Mimi & NashJumper too . But for awhile . Both of them see me like ... nvr see ppl b4 . xDDD Then saw ex-twpian .. i called him .. then he see me .. & seriously with the look that he's scared of me .. Ahahaha . Do i look like a monster ?! Seriously lorh .. Shaf baik siol ... Hahahaha . Talks&Craps there .. &&& , at class , Syafiq send a song made by his cuz bro . Cool siah ! It goes like this .. :
pergi ke kedai membeli cuke ..
kalau tak suke , dengarlah saje ..
ini berite aku mao cite ..
kalau tak suker , dngarlah saje ..
pergi ke airport jumpe salakau ..
mereka menyanyi lagu aw aw aw ..
mereka berkata singapore bo bei cao .
Nananana , kaninabuchaochibai !
xDDD Rabak per Fiq ? xDD Best ah . Lol . I keep listening to it .. Ahahahah . Ohya ..
I seriously wanna shout out to these ppl . DEARIES , IMYSM !!! :
-Hadyy Muhd Rizal
-Muhd Ahkid Haziq
-IdaaahPendek
-Yuzrin Muhd Daniel
-Nur Shazyan
-Muhd Nawawin (awwwwwww , my cutest lil baby , imysm!)
-Ibu Rubiah(Hadyy's mom :D)
-Ayah Rizal(Hadyy's dad :D)
-Khairul Anwar Bin Rasyid
-FadlySpeedodevoooo
Kay , dat should be all ? If there's more , i will update kayh ?
Byebye ppl . Love you . Muah .
