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There's always that one person ; that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause; you're blinded from the start
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her
♥husband[s]
and
♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Monday, March 2, 2009 ( 9:05 PM )
Wow . Just fought with my mom . Uh haiz . Evryday , not yet a single break frm her naggings . Either this ears that listen to her naggings or this eyes which keep crying when she shouted at me or whis mouth which keeps talking back to her that made her more angry to run away .. Then im gonna be either earless/eyesless/mouthless . Lol . That sounds sooo funny . Kkay . Whatever it is . Just gonna let you people know .. As long as my mom cant stop nagging evrytime when i got home , i'll be very very very emo . Emo sucks , i know . But it seems that i solve my problems by crying . So bear with my 'emoness' . You may say i suck , not strong or whatever . Well , im just brought up my a family which i cant talk my problems to sometimes , cos they're the problem ... & i had to cry evrytime i had a prob , that made me use to crying . Lol . Kay well , i've explained evrything . To the spammer or whatever it is ... Im shocks .. Cos i DO have a enemy .. So far , i didnt make anyone hate me b4 .. Unless i got kacau your matair .. Or you're jealous with me or whatever .. I dunno . But the bloody thing is .. Get a bloody fucking job , then spamming ppl's blog . Im fine with it actually . Cos i can entertain nuinsance like you .. I can deal with you any way i can .. 'MINAH TALKING : Warning ah ehs . Ku tak eran uh lu ehsai ke tak . Carik kerje ah joy baru dtg sini kacau aku pei blog . Maceh.. ' xDDD Kay shuddup Minah Shaf . Wowwwwwww . Thats so not meeeeeeee ! Astaughfirullah . Taubat Shaf taubat ... Ahahaha . Well , Mom I just wanna let you know . Whatever it is , how bad you ill-treated me .. I never have hated you . Even if i did . That was because , i said it when im angry .. Ppl say , when you're angry , you tend to talk things that you don't want to . Well ... I just dun understand why i must like .. carry all the burden with me ... When you're angry ... Moody ... Or whatever .. you MUST vent it on me .. I dun mind .. As a daughter , i really dont mind . I really understand .. But i just tend to not agree why must it be me , instead of other ppl . Sometimes , you scold me infrnt of ppl .. Which makes me sooo bloody ashame .. Cos , i have feelings too . How would you feel if Grandma scold you infrnt of ppl ? Uh haiz . I seriously hope this 'after-school-naggings' thing will stop .. I feel like running away . But i got no where to go .. & i still wanna school . & i love my friends .. So , whats the point . Im SERIOUSLY faking evry smiles . Not asking for any sympathy .. Im trying sooooooooooooo hard to be happy . Thanks Allah for this dugaan . Thanks for testing me . Im seriously tying to be patient with evrything that happens to me . What goes around comes around .. Sabar Shaf sabar .... Kay nowwwwwwwwwwwww . Just now after school , thought of meeting DeeDee & Fatin (the paitaw queens xDD )& all that .. But then , end up , i meet Ashreeq ONLY . Get to meet Mimi & NashJumper too . But for awhile . Both of them see me like ... nvr see ppl b4 . xDDD Then saw ex-twpian .. i called him .. then he see me .. & seriously with the look that he's scared of me .. Ahahaha . Do i look like a monster ?! Seriously lorh .. Shaf baik siol ... Hahahaha . Talks&Craps there .. &&& , at class , Syafiq send a song made by his cuz bro . Cool siah ! It goes like this .. :
pergi ke kedai membeli cuke ..
kalau tak suke , dengarlah saje ..
ini berite aku mao cite ..
kalau tak suker , dngarlah saje ..
pergi ke airport jumpe salakau ..
mereka menyanyi lagu aw aw aw ..
mereka berkata singapore bo bei cao .
Nananana , kaninabuchaochibai !
xDDD Rabak per Fiq ? xDD Best ah . Lol . I keep listening to it .. Ahahahah . Ohya ..
I seriously wanna shout out to these ppl . DEARIES , IMYSM !!! :
-Hadyy Muhd Rizal
-Muhd Ahkid Haziq
-IdaaahPendek
-Yuzrin Muhd Daniel
-Nur Shazyan
-Muhd Nawawin (awwwwwww , my cutest lil baby , imysm!)
-Ibu Rubiah(Hadyy's mom :D)
-Ayah Rizal(Hadyy's dad :D)
-Khairul Anwar Bin Rasyid
-FadlySpeedodevoooo
Kay , dat should be all ? If there's more , i will update kayh ?
Byebye ppl . Love you . Muah .
