Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her ♥husband[s]
and ♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]
it's clear for everyone to see.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Sunday, April 26, 2009 ( 10:37 PM )
Kay , AGAIN , i need to off this bloody comp soon . So , as usual , a brief one ah aite . Today = TIRING . Woke up early in the morning just to accompany bro to visit my bro's gf's grandfahter funeral .. HmmHmm , stood up a lot and go there here , so , tiring ah .. Lol . & kinda shy cos I KNEW NEITHER OF EM' except for Kak Wawa .. Duhh .. butbutbut , SATURDAY WAS SUPER FUN ! Weeeeeeeeee . Went out to study , made classTee & have fun with Putri , Syafiq , Hirzi , Firdaus & Syarif . Mostly Putri , Syafiq & Hirzi . Damn , Hirzi crapped alot sak .. hahahahah . Waliao , i cant stand his crapness . He made me wanna pee sia that time .. & there's this particular time .. Me & put just came back frm toilet , otw to McD , to buy food straight away .. Just went down the escalator , i shouted , 'PUT ! WALLET AKU !' Then putri was like , 'SHAAAAF , MANER WALLET KAU !!!!!' Then we started running .. Ahahahahahahhaah . Funny siol . Will elaborate more on the next post . Btw , something sad happened .. Its not a sad thing actually .. But the way me & bob express each other feelings is like .. a saddening thing .. & when i was talking to him at msen , i was talking to feeq too . So , i let it all out to Feeq , & Feeq was like , 'UIK ! DONT CRY !' loooooooool ! Funny ! hahaha . Seriously , i love Bob , As a bestfriend that is . & the way we talk is like .. You know when its hari raya and you slm2 and ask for forgiveness ? Like that ah .. The feeling's like that .. LOOOL !
Kay gtg , bye , xoxo ppl .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Friday, April 24, 2009 ( 7:29 PM )
Left , drawn by me , Right , drawn by 'Pro Feeq'
Gave feeq a drawn oreo at msen .. & frm there , where this drawings started .. Im sooo fucking jealous Feeq can like , fucking draw nicely , pakai msen plak tuu .. Waliao ! %^&$%^&*
As you can see , my drawings , all cacat ... Feeq's lawah2 .. Dammit .. >;( Today .. Malay Exam , Paper 1 & 2 .. thank god , not too hard , not too easy .. Overall , okay2 .. Touched when my bloody friend woke up at 6 just to sms me good luck .. Lol .. Yesterday , otp with baby , he's a lil bit mad at me , for like , listening to song more then talking to him .. Till now , he nvr text-ed/called me .. Haizzzyyy ... Hmmm , as you know , i only update when i feel like updating .. LOL! Yes , bloody hell Shaf for that attitude of yours ! Muahahaha . Lol .. Well , one word , two syllables , 'MALAAAAAAAAAAAASSSS' Heh ;D Somemore its the exam period , & gyeah , i've started studying . yes ppl , IVE STARTED STUDYING .. i know its soo un-me .. But what to do , for the sake of results , i studied :D Tmrw , going library with Ika , Put , Syafiq , Firdaus , Hirzi & somemore i dunno who to study .. Then gonna buy class Tee .. Hmm , gonna be a busy day i guess . Invited Alfi along .. Well , since he got alot of problems , as a friend , i wanna be there for him ? Gyeah Shaf , hope you're not regretting with your decision .. Hmmm .. That's all i think ? Hmmm , haiz , i dunno if i miss baby , or just , hate him ... Dammit ;[
I don't know what's love , i don't wanna know what's love , i never want to know what's love .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ( 10:15 PM )
Kay , as usual , i only got lil time to update .. Hahaha . Sorry ahs , i always update blog when it came up in my mind to update .. And it always came up in my mind when mama ask me to off the comp .. Bloody hell .. Lol . Well , a lil' exhausted . Just now , napfa . & i slacked .. ALOTT . My group was just , Me , Eva & Syahirah .. 3 ppl , yes , 3 ppl .. Bahahhaa . & i felt a lil' comfortable doing it with only 2 other ppl .. Heees :D Today , school was fun .. Wanna know why ? We had like .. ALOT of free lessons .. OEL , History , English , ElectGeog .. Fuh , heng i come school .. Hahahaha . I miss baby sooo much ;[ HAHA ! Wth Shaf , wth . Random ah ehs . Onlined , & talked to ex-brotha , Ady , damn , he's nonscence .. hahahahha . Crap siah him .. Gila .. then ask me for asap somemore .. LOL . & wth , bloody Alfi just talked to me .. Eeeeew eeeew eeeeew !! Hahahahah . Busted eh Shaf eh .. Kaylah , that should be it . Heees :D
♥XanchikoBaby;AfanScandle;HADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ;[
Saw Hadyy's msgs @ old hp . Dammit , miss him much . Be back soon aye bro ? I need you , my shoulder to lean/cry/hug/love on . hahahahah .
Chalo ~
xoxo .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Thursday, April 16, 2009 ( 7:32 PM )
Idunnowhatsfuckingwrongwithfuckingme . Listened to fucking 'kekasih gelapku' song , took out fucking contact lenses & just fucking cry .. Life is soo fucking unfair . Haizxzxzx . I dunno why i must fucking face all this problems when im just fucking 15 & i want to fucking enjoy my life . Why did i tell ppl that im fucking okay when im fucking not . Why everytime when they say about fucking love , i will fucking change in the inside , but still fucking smile . Why did i say i can fucking live without any fucking men , but its so hard to fucking prove it . One moment , i just wish that i have a fucking perfect life , with a fucking perfect boyfriend ; & that would fucking complete my life . Another moment , i just wish that i will not be fucking hurt by fucking love again , im gonna fucking stand strong and im gonna fucking change my life . Haiszxzxz .One's too fucking cool , one's too fucking attitude , one's too fucking sensitive & one's too fucking hard to see .
Fxck life , fxck it . ;[
Labels: fxck fxcking life
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
( 6:30 PM )
Dammit , i love em ...
Like , sooooooo much !
JEREMY CARL BRYAN & SHANE CRUMP ! <33333333333333333
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ( 9:46 PM )
Guess what ?
Close up .. A PAINTING OF A CANDLE ! lol . Wth .
Mama said , she name this pic , 'syurga di tapak kaki ibu'
wanna noe why ? cos the background .. those lil' feet there , is hers .
lol ! Good thinking mom .
Kay , now i got fucking 10 mins to update my blog .. Ermm Ermmm Ermmm . What am i suppose to say this 10 mins .. Hahaha . Kayu , ferst of all , just now , after school , esc cca , went to Ika house .. & guess what . We study .. Yes , STUDY . haha . So fun ! lol . Then went back home .. Otw , saw Jiji & her daughter .. Actually not saw ah , she wanna meet me for awhile since she at BP . Lol .. So met her a while .. Then mom called & nagged why im late .. Blablablaaa . Then you noe what ? Jiji ask me to help her carry her anak .. Im not all so expert in this , BUT I LOVEEE BABIES , ESP CUTE ONES , i carry ah .. then when carry-ing .. Fucker Jiji , ask her daughter to call me MAKSHAF . Wth sakkkk . MAKSHAF siol kene . Im not old siah . Do i look so fucking old ? haha . Im just 15 to be called MAKSHAF . -.- Dammit . Hahah . Im sooo frust about this you know .. I told my scandle & he made fun of me ... Haizzy .. But nvm , USED TO IT .. Lol . My scandle more older then me , then wanna make fun of me .. Tua btol .. Hahahaha . Then talked crap with him .... Ermm .. & YEAH ! DINO FUCKING STOLE MY PICS FROM MY FUCKING FRIENDSTER . Fuck you Dino ! Lol . Nolah , love you Dino . Waiting for bloody Yuzrin to online .. hahahah . tak online2 .. BIG 11 WOH .. BIG 11 . *winks* Hahaha , kay , you guys know nothing ..
p.s : Scandle cute banget ahkay ? ;D xoxo ^^
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ( 9:22 PM )
BBQ @ Pasir Ris , around midnight . ;D
Wowwie . Is March a bad month or whutt ?! Lol . As you guys know , i've told you guys about the , my mom punched me & all that . Well , that's one of the bad thing that happen to me .. & well , you know whut ? That someone ah .. That particular someone .. is in love ! With another girl ! Wooohhhooo . Cool or whut ? Waste of my time , once cried for him & rejected alot of guys just because of him . Wow , im depressed . Whatever , still , LIFE NEEDS TO MOVE ON ! Im moving on ! I think .. Lol . By doing that dude , you made me lost faith , trust & feelings for you . You're telling me to move on with my own life & you to move on to your own life too . Well , if that's what you really wanted , i have no objections . Im willing . Woooh . & you noe after the incident happen . Incident as in , i get to know all this stuffs , im soooo depressed , that i called my lepak friends to comeby my house . & they did ! Duhhh ah eh .. Hahaha . Then i dunno why , depress2 pon , im still hyper . Bloody Farhan played my com & log in my msn & kacau2 my personal stuffs . Then we play with matchsticks .. Wawan keep shouting while he speaks & there's this particular time where i cant stand his shoutings , i take his lighter and like , serga him ah . How to say ah ? Hahahahha . Then he shouted like a mad woman .. yes , WOMAN , that i think , until outside my house can hear .. & then kan kan kan .. We played Truth Or Dare . & guess what ? THEY USE MY NEW WATER BOTTLE WHICH IS BLOODY CUTE COS GOT THE WINNIE THE POOH PIC STICKED ON IT & play with it . They turn2 until melayang . Chibai ah dorang . Grrrrr , i <3>;l Hahaha . & that should be it . lol . Im moving on ~ Cos now i noe , you're not a part of my life anymore ;D Thanks for the moments ! Appreciate it lots . Hope you're not regretting with your decision .
One last thing :
Fan = rotating apparatus giving current of air .
Ahahahhaah , for 'you know who you are' xDD
Bye people , xoxo .
Labels: spiderman i love you
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Sunday, April 12, 2009 ( 9:59 PM )
Kay , cant talk much . I know i haven't been updating .. Well , alot have happened lately .
& latest , i kena tumbok my mom , which makes my eye bengkak and hardly see this bloody comp screen . Long story about why i kena tumbok , when im free , i tell ahkay ? & , ermm , last friday , got bbq , with cuzzies & fam . Kinda fun , cos stayed up till 3 in the morning .. err , thats all time i have .. Ahahahha . Sorry aye mates . ONE MORE THING ! I MUST SHARE ! Cos its fucking touching . Someone gave me this . Cant tell who , but i noe that guy . *wide smilee* here it goes :
erm..im not really that good to express my love for in you in words.but i picked out this poem i found somewhere..er..so here it is.. =)
When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."
I love you so much babe,i really do. =)
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW , SWEET KAN ?! Dangs , im touched . Bye , xoxo .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Saturday, April 4, 2009 ( 10:56 PM )
6ixth sense ! CuteStuff !
DAVID ONLINEEEEEEE !!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! Lols . Kay , I know you can't see what we're talking . Hahahaha . Basically , he gave me a kiss . Ahhhhhhhhhh ! *meltttttt* Ahahahahhaha xDD Kkay Shaf , tkmo over . Haha . TI AMO DAVID ! Un bacio per me ! Hahaha . I learnt a lil' italian from him :D Nothing much happened today .. Went Sengkan mall to shop .. Then went back 2nd home to teach .. &&& Saini cute sak . He's my tagged friend .. Then i ask him to give me 'luv' .. Then he was like , 'Why ? For what ?' Then i say , i wanted my luv there to be full .. Then he say , 'Ask your someone to give uh ..' Then i was like , 'huh ? who ?'
then he was like , 'your msn dp pic .. i jealous taw ..' xDDD WTH !! Hahahahah ! & that time , my msn dp pic was my pic with soulmate . Hahahah ! Saini , cute siah you ! kaylah people .
xoxo . bacio for you guys . which means , kisses for you guys . LOL !
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
( 4:03 PM )
Wello .
Soulmate driving ; malaysia .
Ohyeah , to that someone who asked me why i call my bro soulmate , cos we're like .. Sehidup semati ? & that i love him :D I miss David siah ! DavidHotstuff , online ahhh ! lol . Just crapped with Apiz at msen . Damn , Apiz , NO GULA FOR YOU ! Muahahaha . LOL . Apiz , stop smoking laaaaah . ManInBlack @ HBOHits . Will Smith hooooooooott ! Bloody lucky siak his wife . & Jaden Smith , his son , is soooo cute . Long time nvr watch this movie , watch back , like , best gak eh this movie . lols !
I hate this bloody feeling . Keep telling myself i need time & that im too young . But when i see ppl outside , especially my bloody soulmate with his gf , i get sooo , upright jealous & all that . Told myself i can do it without any men . & that my friends&family are gonna be there . & love is not everything that concludes life . But now , bringing back the memories of me & Alfi & that love is everywhere .. Thoughts just changed . Maybe i should just still tell myself , i really need more time . Dunno whats bloody wrong with me . But i just keep rejecting any guy who asked for bgr . But then , when i look back at reality , i do need it . Man , Shaf , you're a fool . Shaf , you're not at your right track . Wake up Shaf wake up !
xoxo .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Thursday, April 2, 2009 ( 11:28 PM )
Message for bloody peeps out there :
Why can't you guys just leave me alone ? Stop putting your burdens on me . Stop USING me . Please . I want to lead a happy life too . Why can't you see that ? What hurts most was that , neither of you thought about me . How i felt , how am i . All you bloody people think is you you you & you to just be happy . Well , how about me ? The one who is always there for you , cheering you up , but end up , when you have a bloody gf/bf you did not even think about me . When you have a problem , you always come to me . But when I have any problems , you're not there . You're with your bloody matairs or doing whatever that makes you happy .. What about me ?! Am i not a human too ? ;[ Im not complaining , im just SICK & TIRED . Damn , people , you dunno how sad & stress i am . Uh gaaaaaaah . Haizzz .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
( 5:27 PM )
Made a new friend ; David . Yaw dude , love being your new friend man ! Stay hot yo hommie . Lols . Darn , he's cute . Hahahaha . Well , nothing happen much really . School as usual .. & its THURSDAY ! My favouritest day of school . Eng , 1 period .. Then got chem , can sleep .. Hahaha . & PHYSICS ! I loooove physics even though i dunno what's the teacher's teaching . Lol . Ermmmm . The funny thing bout today is , when otw back home .. On the phone with Zaki .. Sitting on the bus .. When Zaki was like talking away .. I saw a mat motor uhs . He's hot & he's motor too . Suddenly , dunno why , i just said it out loud when im on the phone , 'Motor lawah sak ! Seluardalam pon lawahh !' ahahahahahahahah ! xDDD Then i was like , oooopppsss . Zaki was like , 'Kiwak Shaf , you see ppl's underwear ? Omg . Pervert!' xDD Then i was like , 'Noooooooooo , ternampak seyh !' Hahaaa . Seriously ACCIDENTALLY seyh . I was looking at his hot motor , suddenly i saw his underwear , i dunno if its an underwear or boxers , but whatever it is , im bloody paisey . Hahahhaha . Now , Zaki keep calling me pervert . Hahaha . Knnccb betul . Gtg out soon , meeting mum & bro dunno where . Haizzy , tiring . xoxo people .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 ( 10:55 PM )
I drew myself . Ahahahahs . Looks weird xDD
JianHong kena punish . Hahah , sit outside class like no one's business .
Damn it , my mom 100% nutcase .
Weirdo .
LOL .
Tmrw i tell you .
xoxo
