StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Saturday, April 4, 2009 ( 4:03 PM )

Wello .

Soulmate driving ; malaysia .
Ohyeah , to that someone who asked me why i call my bro soulmate , cos we're like .. Sehidup semati ? & that i love him :D I miss David siah ! DavidHotstuff , online ahhh ! lol . Just crapped with Apiz at msen . Damn , Apiz , NO GULA FOR YOU ! Muahahaha . LOL . Apiz , stop smoking laaaaah . ManInBlack @ HBOHits . Will Smith hooooooooott ! Bloody lucky siak his wife . & Jaden Smith , his son , is soooo cute . Long time nvr watch this movie , watch back , like , best gak eh this movie . lols !
I hate this bloody feeling . Keep telling myself i need time & that im too young . But when i see ppl outside , especially my bloody soulmate with his gf , i get sooo , upright jealous & all that . Told myself i can do it without any men . & that my friends&family are gonna be there . & love is not everything that concludes life . But now , bringing back the memories of me & Alfi & that love is everywhere .. Thoughts just changed . Maybe i should just still tell myself , i really need more time . Dunno whats bloody wrong with me . But i just keep rejecting any guy who asked for bgr . But then , when i look back at reality , i do need it . Man , Shaf , you're a fool . Shaf , you're not at your right track . Wake up Shaf wake up !
xoxo .