Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her ♥husband[s]
and ♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]
it's clear for everyone to see.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Monday, July 27, 2009 ( 10:38 PM )
Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Now, blogger have changed! yaaaaaaaaaaay! *claps* -.- Have you guys heard of the line, 'kiwak, kau dah berubah sak ____' Ofcourse ah eh, its common. Ppl all around use it. Well, im gonna say, 'KIWAK, KAU DAH BERUBAH EH BLOGGER!' LOL! xDD So yeah, girls are girls. Days are days. Kay wth, i was like, trying to say...... My days, NOTHING SPECIAL. *thumbs down* Today, bloody suey. *mengucap* *istighfar* Tabahkan hati. LOL. Hmm, i lost my EZ-Link card. Went home around fucking 7+ because of the fucking late 975 bus. SHEEEEEEESH. >:l! Went to the Bus Service Thingy to like, ask if they found my card & NOTHING WAS FOUND. & The bloody Apek shout at me like im his friend like that :l Told Ayul what happen & kena scolded for being careless. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD T.T Dammit, I miss Arep :l LOL. Dah de mataer, menggatal ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh! HAHAHAHAH. kaylah, ngantok. Night. XOXO!
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ( 9:01 PM )
hmmmm, people,
should i privatise my blog orrr...
change my link?
since im popular & i have too much fans[those freaking spammers]
who won't let me rest.. =.=
hmmm
hmmm
hmmm
What do you think?
TAG ME! :]
current mood: Missing boyfriend & MJ.
Dammit, why must the good die young?! Pffft.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
( 8:25 PM )
A lil' something for boyfriend..
I know its jiwang, just bear with it.
LOL.
Sepi ku rasa kalau kau tiada
Terkuncilah hatikku untuk bercinta
Apalah gunanya ku bercinta lagi
Kalau hanya untuk menyakitkan hati...
Sia-sia saja kesetiaanku
Hanyalah pada dirimu
Sanggupkah engkau
Meninggalkan aku...
Ku harapkan mu agar menghargai cintaku
Tapi disebaliknya mengapa
Sanggupkah engkau, meninggalkan aku..
Oh kasihku..
Oh sayangku...
Dimanakah dirimu
Ku disini menunggu
Keayuan wajahmu...
Kembalilah kau kepadaku
Seperti waktu dahulu
Kembalikan lah hatiku..
Oh sayangku..
Percayalah..
Sesungguhnya..
Tanda ku akan setia
Walau seribu tahun
Kan datang melanda..
Ku harap kau akan percaya
Sejak kata-kata ku ini
Ku takkan bercinta lagi
Kalau kat takda di sisi...
Baby, i miss you.
Can't wait for your hp to be back with you.
I need you more than anything else.
Nothing else matters but just, you.
& Baby, of course i won't leave you!
Love you sayang.
muahmuahmuah! :]
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ( 9:37 PM )
World's changing. All i asked for was a lil' happiness in life. Not to be used. Not to be the one who ppl see nothing in. Not a friend, good friend, bestfriend or even classmate. Its okay if life for me was suppose to be alone. Alone is not a problem, just, don't hurt me. Im too weak to be hurt. I wanted to be strong, of course. But the pressure is too hard. Im not facing 1 or 2 but more. What i freaking need now is my boyfriend. He's there, but just not too close. Them? Uh, now no more. Why should I? Im just someone who ppl need when there's no one else. Being someone good doesn't make me any better. Being quiet doesn't benefit me. Being me, hurts. No one understand. How should I say.. No one even care. They assume they did. But, someone else's worth more caring then me. Being around with ppl that they feel good with, i was put aside. When they're alone, Im there. Why? Im the last one that they can depend on. The freaking last human that anyone would want to find. Boyfriend, i miss you. No one's better. No one knew. They've done it, then they're gone. Fuck them. The world's not round enough for me. But i just need to freaking move on. Damn.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ( 8:16 PM )
Kay , i guess you're wondering what is this all about . Click on it to view more clearer picture . After like , for a long time we havent talk , finally the crapping have start ! HAHAHA . But for that particular day only ah , coz both of us like ... bored .. i think so .. HAAHAHAHA . he haven't been onlining much anyway . Ohya , its Yan . Yes , yanyanla in Habbo & Shazyan @ real . Gyeah his name is a lil bit girlish , i know . ^.^ Hmmm , so yeah , if you wanna know how's life , i should say .. As per normal ... There's still war(s) at home .... Can't say im really leading a happy life .. Not yet i guess . Hmm , or never ? Kay , i dunno . But for sure , life now , bleahhhs . If there's a chance , YES , I WOULD LOVE TO live another life :] But noway , what do you think this world is Shaf ? A space or something ? Pfffft . LOL . Me & boyfriend , nothing really much happening . To know that actually im contacting someone more then him , woah , rabak eh Shaf . Lol . Don't blame me ah if I do . I am the setie type , i know .. But , neglecting me ? Not a reason why i should be damn right down quiet and do nothing with my life . When i love someone , i really really love him . This other guy is just my friend & he's there for me when you're not . He knows deep down inside im actually frustrated with my life & he's trying to make me cheer up a lil' bit . Thanks Shah , you really did :] Boyfriend , i still love you yes i do . But , i just don't feel we're living in a way i want us to be . Damn right i just can't wait for us to be like last time ? Please make it happen :'[ OHYA ! BTW ! I DUNNO THAT I GOT LIKE , ALOT OF ENEMIES SIAH . COOL TO KNOW THAT ! WOOH ! Kay freak , whoever you are , i know , i know you .. Its just that you're the one who dont have the guts to tell me straight to my face with whatever your problems are with me . Who're you to bother my life ? So what if im fat ? Do i bother you ? Get a life lah VAGINAHEAD . Don't come in ppl's blog & trying to make a scene . Im kind enough that i didnt make my blog private ... Pleaselah , just get a work to do or bother someone else's life . I know im not giving trouble to anybody's life , so stop giving mine one ass hole . Hope that's enough for you . Want more ? Then i shall just ban you up . Got brains , use it up . Don't be such a scene kid here .
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ( 9:46 PM )
Wassup ppl ? Farewell party for Ms Zee was effing great ! Will update soon about it okay . With loaaaaaaaaaadszxzx of pictures . Hmmm , btw , currently , i have this very great feeling , my bff's attached to my ex . Well , hmm , when i asked her , she didnt reply my msg . Kay wth , who cares ? Im attached ! IM ATTACHED ! MINDSET KAT MATAIR KAU SHAF . MATAIR KAU . hahahahahahhaah . But .... Bestfriend & Ex ? Wtfish ? Now i know what's the meaning of 'trust nobody even your own bestfriend..' At first it was .. 'Oh, nothing's happening between us..' 'he's a stmf...' 'we're just friends..' Now , attached ? WOW . Congrats . Im not making a big fuck bout it but i swear im just ... like .. WOW ah . Kay wth , why should i care ? Im all so worried about my boyfriend quiet all of a sudden ... now , this ? Wth Shaf , what do you deserve caring about all this ? Why do you have to be so generous to care about someone when they don't even care about you ? Why do you even act as if its normal that your bestfriend is actually attached to your stmf-jerk-useless ex ? Because i .. HECK CARE . I don't want to bloody ppl's lives anymore . Why should i bloody care when ppl dont ? What am i ? An angel ? Please wake up , i do have feelings to . Maybe to you its okay . But im the one experiencing it here hello ! One is your bestfriend and another one is your ex , so why bother ? Nothing do with you per Shaf ! YEAH RIGHT ! When it actually hurt deep damn inside to know someone you loe and someone you hate getting together . Sheeeesh . Kaylah , why am i stressing myself ? -Istighfar bnyk2- LOL . Kay , besides this , one HAPPY thing happened to me . Just onlined and check mails .. Saw one of em is bby's emaillllllllllll !!! woaaaaaaaaah . imagine ah , 1 week cannot contact him . Search for him like hell , finally he gave me an EMAIL ! This is what he said ..
bby, bukan i tk nk msg. skrg hp i dgn my dad. sorry i tk bilang u. tk sempat. pls jgn buat ape2 bodoh bila i tk dpt msg u. its my dad thats hold my hp.once i dpt alik my hp, i akan msg u alik k syg.pls beheave urself syg. jgn buat kerje yg tk baik.i syg u. reply me here k syg.kiter contact pat e-mail. Yours Lovely, Mahmod_Bujang
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooo . LOL . kay ngantok . nk tido . nights . xoxo !
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Saturday, July 4, 2009 ( 1:20 AM )
Sup people ? LOL . Yeah , im alive . Im ALIVE , i know . Im not dead yet . Neither is this blog . Im not gonna delete my blog 'wawanhsahsey' .. Namer step maner nyer fenneh jer wawan eh . HAHAHAHAHA . Mampos , die Shaf die . He's gonna panchong my head if he reads this . LOL ! Kay wth . Hmmmmmm , its 1.26 AM on my laptop . Yes , its morning . Belum tido lagi Shaf ? Tsktsktsk . Lol . Ehmmmm , im a lil sad .... Kay maybe not a lil but alooootttt . My so called , 'last-minute-jodoh-husband' just passed away . Guess who ? Michael Jackson , yes . I may sound kinda crazy . But its crazy for me cos , days before he die , i dreamt about him , like suddenly . When i was sleeping at Shak's house , i just woke up frm sleep , Shak's big sister came in the room with a sad face telling us that Michael had just passed away . & wtf , now im watching Channel 5 , they're showing like a tribute to Michael Jackson ... :[ Sheeesh , i can't see Michael Jackson face nor can i hear his song . I can cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy if i see him or his songggg . T.T Before thinking of updating my post , i was searching for Michael Jackson's pic to put it at the beginning of this post . When i just get at the page where all Michael Jackson's pics are , i quickly close it down cos it my heart hurts . Weird huh . It feels like as if i have a very strong connection which him which i obviously don't . He died at 51(this year but haven't his birthday) my Uncle's age . Sounds crazy to be sooo in love with a man 5 times my age and just passed away :l Now i just noticed that i sound sooooo emo . Kay wth with this craps , i have a life . MOVE ON SHAF MOVE ON ! Of course uh duh ~ Im just 15 ! *smacks forehead* Hmmm kay , enough of the bad news , now with the good news . I dunno if its a good news to you guys but its sure a good news to some of my friends who've been longing for this . Im attached . Yes , finally , after this 5 months , IM ATTACHED . Lol . Don't try to guess who he is cos the most important thing is we love each other .. Actually , i don't really think about being attached . Hmmm , its just that , he's been asking me for stead for like aloooooooot of times & as days stood by , i found out that he's the one i really need and love . & recently he busted me . Hmm kay , cannot say busted uh .. He used his another no. to msg me . Acted out as if he's another guy & that 'another guy' wants to like 'date' me ... Im sooooo stupid to fell for it . I layan-ed the another him , even though i had the feeling that the another him is maybe his friend or whatever uh . Finally he told me the truth that the another him was him & he wants to find out whether im a loyal gf or not which I AM ! Lol . Since there , our love story began . Woooh . HAHA ! Pray hard for it to be a last long one aye [: Hmmmmm this one whole day bby's MIA . Kinda worried but , thinking positive . *Istighfar bnyk kali tenangkan hati* LOL ! My sony ericson w980i was fucking confiscated by bloody mum . I fucking swear i began to like hate my mum .... :l
Hmmmm , sleeeepppyyyyy .
Bye ppl . Tc .
xoxo .
