World's changing. All i asked for was a lil' happiness in life. Not to be used. Not to be the one who ppl see nothing in. Not a friend, good friend, bestfriend or even classmate. Its okay if life for me was suppose to be alone. Alone is not a problem, just, don't hurt me. Im too weak to be hurt. I wanted to be strong, of course. But the pressure is too hard. Im not facing 1 or 2 but more. What i freaking need now is my boyfriend. He's there, but just not too close. Them? Uh, now no more. Why should I? Im just someone who ppl need when there's no one else. Being someone good doesn't make me any better. Being quiet doesn't benefit me. Being me, hurts. No one understand. How should I say.. No one even care. They assume they did. But, someone else's worth more caring then me. Being around with ppl that they feel good with, i was put aside. When they're alone, Im there. Why? Im the last one that they can depend on. The freaking last human that anyone would want to find. Boyfriend, i miss you. No one's better. No one knew. They've done it, then they're gone. Fuck them. The world's not round enough for me. But i just need to freaking move on. Damn.